Ocn Blue.

You know what? Since I've been trying to live my life and forget all this stuff of fellings I'm good. But I've been missing something. There's kind of a hole inside of me. I can live with this, I know I can. But I don't want it. I can live a simple life, with nothing to fight for, a life where everithing is easy and, well, you pretend you're happy. But I don't wnat it. Today I can see that I miss even the pain. I miss the hardest ways. You know how I think the sadness is pretty and grandious. I can't stand a life without it. I miss the real happiness. That one that you look for everyday yo wake up. That happiness that you go to hell to find it. I miss a day like this. "But I don't wanna cry my whole life through, I wanna do some laughing to. So come on, and laugh with me."

M.T.