Time

Sometimes you lay in bed wondering of when you will be able to cry again, all the tears got stuck with the feelings you no longer know how it were. Life goes on but all you do is about survive. Friends makes us forget about the emptyness inside. You smoke just to make this a little easier, fine, fun, peacefull. You drink so you get exided and try to meet new people. But the truth? Nobody can replace you. I never thought this will get so painfull that months after you left I am crying for your absence. You made things better when you were around. The grass wasn't more green at the other side when we were together. Our garden was full of fragant flowers and magic leaves. Your smile was simphony for me. The way you held me when I was asleep made me confident. You made me fight my fear of the ocean and turn it into love. Your skin turn eletricity on me when you touch. Now I can't see you, not even from far. I can't recoganize you. You ate gone, from here, from me and from you. The worst thing is that my body still remember how it was to have you and still loves you like hell. And im fucking tired of trying everything to keep avoiding miss you. 

I know we would be happy.

Someday something will replace you,

time will do its job.